Thursday, September 23, 2004

don't know what to write... things have very much changed...
i've got a girl... not the person i was posting about a couple of weeks ago... looks bad huh? but it's not bad, it's really very good.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004


30% of all asian newly-weds met at the scene of a car accident... not necessarily their own.
fact via bex via rdu, 8/09/2004
worst typo of the week: zealand, spelled "zea;llaealand"
christchurch is "too hot and too fast paced" ~merle&neil
on library stairs:
he: gidyerv
Me: chim

here's the deal, avid readers... i feel like i got nothing to say at the moment. so i'm finding it hard to post. however, if you want to see some more of my rambling on here... tell me and i'll write you a post. kapish?
i'll be even happier if you give me some idea of what you'd like me to write about too... that's how lacking my inspiration is at the moment. so if you wanna read something new... HELP ME OUT.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

...but not about lassy. just to be perfectly clear about it! what follows is not about lassy... ;-)

today i'm worn out with thinking about somone.
i catch myself staring out at nothing... the inside of my eyelids lined with the picture of her. a knot in my stomach, hammering heart. all the cliches...
all for this woman who i barely know, but desperately want to know better. so many thoughts and ideas dreams and paranoias and little smiles and more and more and more thoughs racing around in my head. i'm not sleeping well enough to wake up refreshed.. a new day means a new buzzing glittering storm of words and feelings. the constancy of it is driving me crazy! i don't know how to deal with this stuff anymore. i haven't felt like this in a long time, it scares me. yes, i'm so fucking frightened.