i dreamt last night that i'd killed someone. it wasn't the killing that was the nightmare, but the consequences of my action. police interviews and the widespread implications it had for myself and those around me. the knowledge that i would forever more be that woman who killed someone. and no escape, a police record that'd stop me from ever travelling away from here. it brought on such an enormous feeling of helplessness and hopelessness. *shudder* i'm left feeling dirty and sore inside.